Saturday, March 25, 2006
hiyo ppl wassup anyway what i wanna do today is to talk about trust...alright i have been someone who used to trust people real easily and den when that happens i get betrayed sometimes...alright ppl this thing is two way TRUST goes in two way if u trust me i will trust you...and pls i have experienced this once before already and now i know not and never to trust anyone easily anymore...for those who i shared my problems with i dun wish you all to tell it out to others it is because before that i trust ppl easily thats y i share problems with u all...from now on i will hurt someone real deep down when i realli must i will want the person to feel how i feel...and you wun know what i will do...i can be ruthless, i may be super hated by you all but i want you all to realise how ppl will hate you too...i remember there are a few times i went crazy because in sec sch i used to be bullied a lot and i am realli going crazy in short peer pressure, and during that time i even dare to hold a knife at my brother's neck when i quarrel with him...luckily my aunt stop me in time or else he would not leave to see me today already luckily after that he understands me more and know what to do...however he still nv treat me well i noe i am childish to hold a knife but when i do sumthing i tend to be daring to do anything so pls dun force me till the end...coz once i say i will do it......i will....dun try anything to even piss me off and to recap when i do things i will do it in ur face i will not do it frem the back coz i hate it...i will show u what i got and i will make sure you kneel down and beg me....just simply...dun force me till the end...i will change for the better but a chameleon is still a chameleon it will no matter what change its colour to adapt into the environment...same goes to me dun worry i am not a chameleon but you all better jolly well dun piss me off...or else you yourself will bear the consequences...dun worry if u dun come and di siao me i will not di siao u back instead i will treat u all welli used to be a non offensive person unless i am realli angry...but from now on i will not easily trust anyone anymore...and those things up there i mean it...cya ppltake care foreverand yeah i realli love this phrase I don't give a damn, i know who I am( it's a BoA's song you see)
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