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ChangWen8OCT
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Libra
Temasek Poly
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
ok ppl seriously i have been so down all these while and is because of lots of problems...and seriously coz of thinking too much pimples have been growing...so from today onwards i will stop thinking and learn how to let go...after listening to let go by M-flo and yoshika...I feel that i must let go or else things will get worst...and sistaz all this while i am really sorry i have been making you all feel bad...me myself feel very bad too and i realli want to say sorry...and i must really thanks for u all...all this while u all have been encouraging me and letting me able to go on though u all are busy but u all still help me...so far i found out that...life has full of unexpected things...and it happens suddenly it just catch you without you noticing it...i finally experienced many things...i must really say sorry...hopefully u can understand...it is all my fault i caused this to happen...i really dun wanna lose any fren and especially important fren...sometimes i just feel like crying i dun wish to hold back any tears and i will just lock myself up and cry...recently i had a realli bad quarrel with my brother and i am really in no mood thats y i wish some one could lemme vent anger on but i went overfire...actually friends in overseas i must really thank u all though u all are over the other side of the world u all still encourage me through msn...sunaria...nobel...susy...you all are so important to me everyone in my life is important and i really dun wish to hurt you all...and i also dun want you all to hurt me when i din even do anything bad...
now since i have experience so many things...i think i would be stronger but no i become so weak and i am so easily defeated...now what i can do now is to have a stronger will and go on...not to look back anymore...i must be stronger than before...not to trust people easily anymore...i am soft hearted and always being bullied during sec sch i am enough...i want to become more stronger willed to face everything in my life...it is difficult...i know...but no matter what i must do it...for all of you all...i must do it...i want to make everyone around me happy i said this before but i nv do it...now i will do it...
liting,jane,susy,shih hong you all are reali like my sisters and brother and i really have nuthing else to say without you all i really dun know what to do...but dun worry anymore...i will not let you all down.i had let u all down many times already...sorry...realli...in my life...there used to be full of colours...but it has become black and white now...but now i am going to paint every colour back...
no matter what i will stand up again...i dun give a damn,i know who i am...and for poly frens these days i have been acting to make u all feel unhappy...sorry...i dun used to be like that i even know myself...no way anymore you all...all of you all...are going to feel happy again including sistas...no more the undecisive me, idiotic me, irritating me, possesive me, and weird me...
i am going to go back to who i was and what i was...from this point onwards i am going to be strong willed no one is going to push me down again...no one...
thanks...and sorry...
take care forever ppl
i believe you all want to see me become singer one day...and for those who look down on me...i will show you all what i got...
Live for Music; Die for Music. 4:03 AM
