Tuesday, April 25, 2006
was watching tv until half way....
suddenly, mum stares at my eyes "ah wen you actually got very nice phoenix eyes."
me "oh really"
mum "but i still think too small"
me "haha born with it one mah bo pian small small lo"
mum "you noe y i say your eyes are phoenix eyes?"
me "y?"
mum "coz when you are still inside i went to the fortune teller and he said that you are gonna be born a phoenix"
me " har?"
mum "honestly since you have grown up i dun mind telling you have the female's bone structure before you are born"
me "har? i beg your pardon?"
mum "thats why before you are born the doc say you are female but then i went to chant to gohonzon that i want a boy"
me "aiyah haha this is fate la see as u wish a boy here"
mum "but anyway your eyes are small but it is quite attractive"
me " haha realli meh?"
mum "but no matter how i look at you, you still look like a girl..."
me "mummy i noe"
mum "(teary eyes) sorry mum thought of somethings"
me "yah i understand i should have a sister one but..."
me "aiyah mummy dun think too much la over so long le"
me "yuan fen (fate) this is it"
mum "you've grown but make sure i dun see you cry not that i restrict you from crying...cry when the time is right"
me "mummy i noe dun worry"
mum "good"
this whole conversation is in chinese one i translate le
i feel like crying now...
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