Friday, August 04, 2006
i dunno why i feel like posting now when i realise that i have CDS test tml for leadership haizzz...hopefully with studying and chanting helps haha that was what i did for my O levels and got straight Bs lol...ok haha sometimes i really feel sorry for myself...i think i lack the courage to say "Hi" to people i know and i dunno why...Some people i feel very comfortable with but some i will just feel shy...dunno why am i so weird...sometimes i just cannot i mean i really wanted to say hi but i dunno whether should i or not i am just worried...haha i am that weird even in my association or even sec sch friends sometimes for some i will just be very shy and dun dare to say hi...i mean seriously its not that i act dao REALLY I AM SUPER AFRAID THAT THEY THINK I AM VERY DAO AND START TO HATE ME BUT I MUST REALLY SAY SORRY I AM JUST VERY SHY IN PERSON...after that than i come and regret -_-'''...haizzz sometimes i really dunno what i am doing...i can be crazy very crazy that some of my sec sch frens will stop me lol and then some even held me that tight to stop me lol...so funny...but then still haizzz i must really oversome this "Hi" problem and become more sociable haha...saying a "hi" sometimes brightens up people's life haha...i was with my mum again in the "ke ting" erm i forgot how to say in english arleady...then i asked her "mummy have you ever regretted anything u did in your life?" she said "no?" then i said "y are you so confindent?" she then replied" wen ar listen to mummy always make decisions very firmly and do the things that you decided on with courage do not be in dilemma but choose the right thing to do and you will not regret..." i said" haizzz but i dunno leh i think i always dun dare than too shy thats y lose some friends..." the she replied again "haha mai siao la...zho lang ai ju ka ka lai mai ju sua( want then you do it bravely or else just retreat...i think something like that)..." then i said "orh haha mummy...haha no la nuthing..." lol see i dun dare to say again i sometimes even shy towards my family members haizzzzz.....
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