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ChangWen8OCT
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Libra
Temasek Poly
Sunday, October 01, 2006
these few days i felt realli down...i sometimes think that i ahve no responsibility...though i am at the age where is should be responsible already...i will still feel bad sometimes because i take too many things at one go and try to accomplish them...
like few days ago...there are 3 things for me to go to...and i went for only one the other 2 i just msged them that i am having a performance soon so i have to go for my practice and the performance notice comes so last minute also...i realli dunno why...but i found out sumthing...i dunno how to refuse...i only always say yes yes yes...even if ppl are joking i will still believe...even ppl are going to con me i will still get conned...even ppl are saying that i bad i also admit i am what they say...i realli cannot take it anymore...
being a good person seems to being me nowhere...i dun even get any respect...
sometimes i realli dunno how to control myself and just cry...
because crying seems to be the only way i let out everything inside me...
i know of course if you want to get respected...you must respect others first...
i did...
but still ppl fool around with me...even friends they think that i am someone who can vent anger on or sumthing...
all these while trying to make ppl laugh but y am i like that inside...i realli dunno...
sometimes you dun noe how things that come out from your mouth can hurt...using brute force to hurt...it will recover...
but using words to hurt...it might stay there forever...
i am really really disappointed with some of my friends...
some of my frens can throw away old frens and make more new frens...neglecting the old ones...
but i dun think like wise...as long as they are around you cherish everyone of them...
haha how stupid am i saying all these...
in a few days i wil be a year older...i should become more mature...no i must...i am not yet mature enough to face sumthings...but from now on i will try to reject when i should...
but no matter what and how you treat me i will still treat you all well...because i cannot put myself to hate...
guess i should stop...haha very emo...how dumb am i...take care ppl
Live for Music; Die for Music. 10:14 AM
