Wednesday, October 18, 2006
i dunno where to start haha erm wait har lemme think....OH ok yup actually last saturday went out with jane and liting(sistaz feel so empty though) to marina for K BOX!!!!LOL very fun we got this VERY BIG ROOM and yes i mean it VERY BIG got pics but jane haven send me lol...ok anyway i sang songs that i like and mostly are R and B ones...lol i sang before i fall in love with a weird style...haha...anyway dunno y i just feel like saying this...singing R and B is like walking...=D just that easy...once i start to "walk" when i am singing the feel just gets there...wooo just found out sia lol...ok we zi pai in the room and also recorded the parts when we are singing and i took photos with stef sun in the tv one though LOL very funny...when i update the pics u will noe...ok so basically i found out that these days i am starting to get frustrated easily...and also sometimes i will just get fedup and do some wrong things sorry...if i did anything bad i dunno y but i just feel frustrated these days...haizzz...forget it...i dunno what but i am feeling weird now...very lost with frens...very lost...i dunno y i am having a distance between liting and mave they all...just lost...now like everyday after school i just seem to have much to talk with them instead i think someone amongst them maybe even dislike me being with them...sometimes i just sit somewhere and stare into blank space...doin nuthing....just thinking if some frens of mine realli hate me or what....i dunno...just feeling so empty...i notice that i like to give in too much and in the end...all i get is nuthing...so much has happened these days...my grandma got into hospital and still...forget it...i am also afraid that i will...lose frens...i was taking bus 40 with wei jie,jamie they all and after they left the bus i just felt so empty...looking out of the bus just makes me so feel lost...still forcing so hard to smile sometimes...laughing alot just to let out all the stress...instead when i hear a joke when all has stopped laughing i will still continue laughing because i just dun want to show back a glum face...i dunno who visits my blog...maybe some of you know me much maybe some of you know me lesser...but no matter what...just to say take care people : Dtake care...
Live for Music; Die for Music. 9:17 AM
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