i am very fedup and sad now...just now i was acting happy...when i was with janice maveric and rika they all...though i was lame just now...i just wanna stay happy...

i cannot go for JYP auditions...first was batam trip...ok that one nvm...but this one is because of APEL i cannot go for the JYP auditions...i just now already went to talk to my lecturer about it already...i asked him whether can i go after i finish presenting...he said "WHAT IF" everyone also like me wanna go for audition...then all also wanna leave early...but that is only what if....i mean can't you a lecturer think flexibly? i already go knock on your office door and asked for permission...and this is how you look down on me...you even pour cold water on me saying that..."so what if you nv get in?"...is this how a suppossedly APEL lecturer should behave like?...if that lecturer is Ronald...it would be much more better....he is one serious lecturer i look up to...he respects ppl's dreams...he is one lecturer that i look up to most...he just respects....unlike you who dun even respect people's dreams and look down on ppl...

"i mean, there will still be other chances in the future..." come on i feel like slapping your face when you said that...you think it is so easy for a music company from Korea...HELLO I MEAN FROM "KOREA"... to come for direct talent search?...you think they so free always come...?

yes i may be desperate to become a singer...but not till that extent of being defiant and not go for class just to go for an audition to try out...at least i am responsible enough to go knock on your door and try to work something out...i know i look damn ugly...and i wun have that high chance to become what you think a singer...and you no need to say those words...but at least respect me...when i have already respected you...

yes i am realli fedup now...this is the first time a lecturer nv get their own students...because it has lecturers like eric koh that look down on you...and dun even care to respect your dreams...but not all lecturers are like him...there are real good ones...

take care peeps...

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