Thursday, January 25, 2007
i just came back from town...though i am happy just now...i am still very stressed...
to go or not to go for the auditions...
i am afraid that i will fail my apel...
then i have to retake...
i dun wanna let my parents down with my studies...
yet i want to chase my dreams...
i am so stressed now...
alot of ppl call me to go...
i want to...
instead i felt very confident...
but thinking back what if i have to retake apel and let my parents down coz i have to stayback...
i am realli angry and stressed now...
i wish have someone by my side now and just let me cry...
i really cannot take it anymore...
all these years all those obedience...
i have missed alot...
should i play truant...?
and be defiant for once...?
i really dunno...
feel like...urgh...i dunno...
i am very lost now...
still i realli must say this...
i hate lecturers who look down on their own students...
Live for Music; Die for Music. 9:03 AM
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