when i was young i used to get abused by...yeah...but you are the first person to come to me and cared for me and made me happy...i do not have a good child hood but yeah you are the one who gave me the good memories...other than you...no one...i finally understand...you waited too long...really sorry...i never took initiative and was always quiet...i found out that i do not have the courage to say that...and even with my friends i find it difficult to say hi to them...there seems to be a barrier blocking me...stopping me from being friendly...everything was so fast...i went near the end of breaking down...i really miss you a lot...so much...we are so near yet we are so far away...because of you...i really learned that i should not be quiet and express myself freely...yeah...i am really stressed these days...so many things coming at me at one time...my heart really could not take it...but...i pulled it through somehow...i find it so hard to trust people...and also...i have no aim or anything now...i am just so lost...just to hope you would be there...people come and go...but you do not...you seem to be always there...i am getting more and more hot tempered recently...even when people disturb me just for fun i will get very angry because i will think beack when iwas young how i was being...and you are actually not there...

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