Friday, October 05, 2007
i am really having alot of problems now...i am stressed...i have my own money but i can't get a psp because my mum dun allow...but i really want one...but i was thinking...buying shirts to pamper myself or buying gadget to entertain me...
still i dunno...
just now me and my mum sat down a talked about things...from dad to brother to me and to her...this is probably the second time me and her sat down and talked till we cried...though i feel like crying...i still tried to hold back my tears...its like the whole family is stressed...and yeap...i don't know what to say...
just that i really love my family till i think that i am thinking too much...worried about them too much....i dunno i just feel like i am stressing myself and sometimes i just feel like shouting out...
i cannot take it anymore...many things are like coming towards me before...but still on the surface i still have to show people i am still strong willed...i still can take it which is not true...i just feel like crying with someone accompanying me...and talk to...
tears...i can only cry myself to sleep now i am stressed everyday...
Live for Music; Die for Music. 8:45 AM
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