These days...my life have been going up and down...FYP is making my life up and down...sometimes i feel so confident about it sometimes i feel that i cannot make it...but...i decided to do my best for it...and also do my fyp happily...

These days when i look at things...i lose details...on the street when i walk pass a friend i don't even notice them...until they come and say hi...it has happened a few times to Jane haha...not i act dao har...just that i dunno why my line of sight seems to be narrower haha...

had been feeling very giddy these days...trying very hard to concentrate on things...sometimes i wonder what is life all about...i had always think that my life is screwed up...because of my past maybe...but then i dunno... there might be someone who is worse...i feel abit sad...i don't know why...why do some of my friends have such a good life and past...and me...i am living with recurring nightmares...i don't know...maybe i am too optimistic that sometimes i become pessimistic...but no matter what i think i am an optimist...an extreme one...no matter how people insult me and how people despise me in the past...i will still put on a smile...I won't retaliate...because after all...we control our own feelings...and i chose to be happy...even after being bullied...to put on a strong self i would say...

Recently...a few of my friends broke up with their gf or bf...consoled some of them...and hopefully they feel better...I don't know...because i haven been in a relationship before...so i dunno whether did i help or not...but still as long as they don't say they feel like dying i am happy already...i hate it when they say that...

argh haha this is quite a long post though...all i wanna do is make people laugh and thats all...haha...but still...i can;t make myself laugh much...seems forced sometimes...haha anyway cya guys soon...take care....=D

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