these days i reminisce and i thought of my deceased cousin...he is the only one who cared for me the most when i was young...i loved him...i know it sounds gay but i mean i love him because he is the most caring and most understanding person and i dun care how people would want to look at it...he protects me from everything...and after he left...i had been looking for a replacement...i felt so insecure...without the warmth of him...even till now...no warmth can replace his...other than just staring into space thinking of him sometimes...i don't know what i can do sometimes...i really really love him alot...i miss him alot alot...i love you...i love you really alot...but i know that you cannto come back...

i just quarrelled with my parents...i understand their hardships...but why can't they just tell me...i love you all alot too...so just share the hardship...can...i am begging you all...

i am stressing myself up...i am really i am...and with fyp going on i am going to pursue on...believe me mum and dad i will do my best to show the fucking uncles what we are made of...they looked down on us...i will show them...what i can do...not violence...but achieving my ambition and showing it to them is enough to make them feel ashamed...i will shut their mouth from saying things that insult you all...

I Will...believe me...

and i love you all mum dad aunt bro...

and also su jian li...i love you...your warmth i will never forget...

thanks for everything...you all made me a stronger person...much more stronger than anyone...i do cry...but not infront of people...i smile to make the day of people...that was what you taught me...

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CiQing
Elroy
Jane
Liting
Susy
Yongrui
Cheryl
Gwendelyn










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