i don;t know whats wrong with me...other than waiting for the cardio checkup that NS sent me...went to April's shoot...must really say sorry...its long since i had this kind of occurence...the last time i fainted was year 1 sem 2 during poly...after that i was alright other than sometimes i will have situation where its hard for me to breath...don;t know whats wrong and i don't wanna worry my parents...i am starting to get afraid...afraid that i might close my eyes one day...i go to sleep with fear...it's not asthma then what it is? i am not asthmatic...hypertension was what i heard when i was young at the clinic...parents said it was alright...it will be healed...coz its just slight...

hopefully i am alright...nothing is gonna happen...hey you are a ninja right...pull yourself together...you are the one who is always encouraging people and now you are the one going down...what a joke...but i am just afraid...

all i can do now is wait for the cardio checkup...its just fate for every human to die...i am not afraid of death since then...i don't care anymore...all i want to do now is cherish life and cherish everyone around me...i know this sounds ironic

i wanna be healthy...please...

i dunno who am i begging to...but please...

i still want to live...so please...

take care guys...health is everything...

...

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