Wednesday, May 28, 2008
sorry to those who are offended from my last post...but i was not saying about you guys coz ppl i know of course i wun think that they are that bad just that those that i met during work that day...ps la susy =D
anyways its a happy week last friday coz WE GRADUATED! yeap though jane was before me but we were on the same day!!! =D yay haha
and yeap must really say no matter what we had gone through the wind and rain (feng feng yu yu)
FIRST i want to thank my family for supporting all the way for my studies and everything though i know i am the MOST BAD TEMPERED person in the whole family...and sometimes i really hurt you all alot...i know in my heart that i am realyl guilty and i really wanna say sorry...but in those moments i just can;t say it out... so what i wanna say here is...i am sorry mum and dad and bro...thanks for bearing with me these past few years and thanks dad and mum for bringing me up... i know its not easy...i know when i was in secondary school and getting bullied by people when they say i am ugly and short and stuff...and i will come home and tell you guys what they said to me and i will ask why i am born like that...i know it hurts both of you for saying that to you...and i really want to say sorry...coz in the end its not what you want too...yeah and after i stepped into poly i learned taht i should live as who i am and whatever appearance i am having...and live with confindence... I LOVE YOU GUYS =D
SECOND i want to thanks Jane, Susy and Liting who had also encouraged me when i am down and sit down and chat sometimes...really thanks alot =D love ya guys too! y'know these years...though susy comes back occasionally i am happy enough already coz at least we cherished and have the time to get together to sit down and talk about the past and everything happening around us...and sometimes when we chat we just chat endlessly and doesn;t seem to run out of topic...and yeap i just hope that susy will be able to come back to stay long term after her studies...coz is like always when she comes back after some time she has to leave and yeap everytime seems like we know that we have to wait again...though we might say "aiya she coming back again..." haha but in our hearts we hope that she faster come back so we can gather again...yeap so hope you and your sis get great grades and FASTER COME BACK!!! Though sometimes i might have mood swings and stuff...i really wanna say sorry to you guys...really sorry...=D yeap really love ya guys alot and also not forgetting the IT guy Ci qing and bassist Yong rui...
Third of course the MOIMD DUDES and friends from other courses IAD PID VSC ADM...honestly speaking...these three years had been a really fruitful one...i have grown alot alot because of you guys...and also learnt alot...really missed those times at studios and stuff...and also ORIENTATION i think those are the times wear we really had fun together...i still remember refresh i was in indigo and ignite was in the entertainment group! haha hope you guys still have that orange refresh shirt and for ignite that black one and for entertainment! the BIG "E" shirt haha which is pink in colour! haha to be honest i really learned alot. be it in work or in friendship...i know that there are alot of feuds in our course...but yeah i just hope that we can let things past y'know...honestly speaking i am good with everyone...i smile to everyone in the course and also i talk to everyone in the course...i know that maybe party A hates Party B but i still befriend both parties...because thats who i am i really dun want to make enemies coz...its better having one more friend than making one more enemy...so you either like me as a friend for who i am or hate me haha...but even if you hate me...i will still smile and chat with you...and i chat with you honestly...not with a fake smile or what...yeah i am that open to everyone that i know in the course...i dun care if you hate me or what...you are still my friend...
Finally to the lecturers...you guys really taught us loads i must say...really thanks alot to you guys...and really i respect you guys...
yeah time really flies...and another chapter starts...before that...we were still talking about what we will do after graduation and now...we all graduated... all i can say is i love you guys....i always wanted to say that...
I remembered after i sang that day...i did say take care guys...just that its too soft and i wanted to continue saying i love you guys but had no chance coz there is not enough time left....i really deep down from my heart thanks everyone who had entered and left...my life...every single one of you left me with new strength...and i really appreciate it...thanks alot =D
i love all of you...
and hope to see you guys again...
take care...
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