so many things had happened...yeap...erm these days i have been trying very very hard and my very best to look for a job...just got rejected once...BUT REJECTION IS PART OF THE PROCESS!!! i not afraid...yeah i will find one before ns...

yeap erm actually one week ago i did tear abit...but its not sad nor happy just that...there were 2 NS guys who passed away...condolences to their parents and friends...one of them was friend's friend...and yeah hope you all try and get over it asap...yeah so this is the background...so when i knew that was a group of friend's friend...it struck me...i went to their blogs and yeap read through...then yeah just as i were...but i guess mine was more impactful as i was still young...

i know i am saying it again but yeah...after ah li kor passed away (i was still like 6 or 7...din know much...) my aunt who is his mother actually came to my house to shan shan xing...then one day she brought me out to buy something at night...then while i was walking beside her...i suddenly heard her crying...she continued walking and then i was silent i nv say or ask anything...suddenly she said..." ah li kor went to a very faraway place..." coz that time i still dun understand death...but i definitely know someone who loves me alot has left me...a cousin who actually touched my life more than anyone do...that is why i always feel comfortable when people are caring and loving towards me...and so i will do vice versa...

anyways i guess i should stop for now...yeah just can;t stop thinking of him...

bought a new webcam and was spamming around... haha but scared some ppl but i hope you all understand that i am a very hyper person and dun get misunderstood i know its scary but dun worry...lol i just wanna test test haha...=D

yup

anyways take care guys...i really can't afford to lose anyone...thats why i always try to love and care everyone around me...OF COURSE IF YOU STEP ON MY TAIL!!! YOU JUST HAVE TA WATCH OUT LOL haha no la jkjk....

nights =D

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